febbraio 06, 2023

Rascal blues

Born in the roaring twenties
Grown up a beatnick
keeping me self warm
with hard-boiled novels

while fed by the magpies in a hovel

A femme fatale she was
who sharpened her stiletto heel
on scavenged jawbones and ribcages

then I met you in the city of angels

Yes, in the city of angels I met you
inside a bar with a jukebox
that was playing a perish song
you stared at me among the scaundrel-looking folk
so you came and put a wing on me
then bought me a chalk-stripe suit
you told me you came along with the breeze
you told me you came to absolve me

am I a just another hepcat
another hopeless ghetto rebel
with a pulp of criminal morality
getting by felony after felony

anyway, I couldn't think of anything
as perdition-worthy

as your aura smokin’ a cig, your neon halo flickerin'
oh man, everything she gazes at takes noir shades

I walk down the streets of your monochrome ego
frenzy-looking for atonement, an excuse to cry bingo!
a renegade star was my gift for Confirmation
it didn’t grant me nothing but damnation

Make of me your sentimentally-hired killer
let me surf on your dark blood lagoon
the pages of my banned books are burning
in the Cadillac of all mental squandering

In the city of angels I met you
we were baptised in ink, as you wished
And I thought I could ascend with right words
by your divine grace, your dos and donts
but I never managed to
so send me to Jesus now, say the right words
put a second wing on me, no big deal
and call yourself done

If you're reading this letter from the jail
tomorrow I’ll be sitting on the electric chair
I gave myself up, I made no resistance
to save your neck with some elegance
it’s my last romantic act
my well-deserved beatitude 



 

Vixen

I'm setting a good example
of sympathy

to every witch burnt at the stake
in history


When I'm blue perhaps it's because

a sea horse just crumbled away
crackling

and if the swan's mood overtakes me

there'll be berserk, gore and violence

so beware inquisitors

I'm about to set an example 

of real cruelty

 

anger,

blessed you are among women

freckled heretic muse fallen into disgrace

you know well fire just blackens, no makes no one pure

come lick my wounds, heal my curse

mesmerize my indigo soul

I shall not survive my birthday

 

yes, there's a dormant phoenix in me

who's sick of the cycle of death and rebirth

I'd rather be in the womb of every greyness

where a nuclear winter radiates forever

'cause if everybody carries a cross

I carry the heaviest of the feathers

 

melancholy,

blessed you are among women

vixen Magdalene cast into oblivion

you know well fire just blackens, no makes no one pure

come lick my wounds, heal my curse

mesmerize my indigo soul

I shall not survive my birthday

 

hunt me, hunt me

unleash your stupid fears on me

burn me, burn me

I’m glad to be your so-called witch

A futility

I've downloaded a Spirit last night
and catched a virus I didn't mean
now the note is duly taken
"Never feed the Abyss
Unless you want to get eaten"

I used to play with a sorceress
Playing games of hide and seek
I thought she was hiding there
But she was hiding in me

I used to dine with this crypto voodoo woman
In a nest of violent bribery
Oh it was too damn late
When I realized she was gnawing on me

Religious feelings
Unborn baby names
Blasts of jealousy
And Savage hystery

Holy communion
Vanity sighs
Nocturnal pursuits
and Soul crashes

I used to meddle with a rad medium
who dug me out of my misery
only to struck me down in broad daylight
showing very strange sympathy

One day I'm gonna find you
in all fairness I'll find you
rest assured I'm gonna nest you out
even if I shall devote
my entire life to witch hunting
yeah some day I'll find you
and when I'll finally find you
I'll eat you
yes I will eat you

I've downloaded a muse last night
ah, digital joys
futile sleep deprivation
gonna make myself a sandwich
and put a swellow in it

my dear one can you forgive me?
my dearest can you forgive me?